An entire sea

It is in the Shelter of Each Other

Gratitude

Journal Entry - Living Life to Love

My life is really intense this year, but I don't know that I would have it any other way. I'm certainly never bored. I struggle, I laugh, I connect with people like I have never connected before. I yearn for deeper connections, thus I work on my shit. I go to hypnotherapy. I go for Jin Shin Jyutsu. I read self help books. I go to spiritual retreats. I spend a lot of time alone outside. (never really alone). I yearn to tell people how much I love them. I do get to do that some, but not with everyone that I want, as not all of my peeps are comfortable receiving statements of love. I have been receiving more love and compassion this year. I am very open to that now. It helps sooth the pain I regularly experience with my openness to vulnerability. I do look forward to a lot of this extreme emotional stuff to simmer down. It may when I get stronger. Which I am. I am learning to trust others to help me through life. tis so much more rewarding to hurdle this stuff with the support of my tribe. I am willing to learn and take these hits for the team. Healing for me helps heal for all. I love therefore I am loved. Its amazing.

All the Way - by Frank Sinatra.

All The Way

When somebody loves you

It's no good unless he loves you all the way

Happy to be near you

When you need someone to cheer you all the way

Taller than the tallest tree is

That's how it's got to feel

Deeper than the deep blue sea is

That's how deep it goes if it's real

When somebody needs you

It's no good unless he needs you all the way

Through the good or lean years

And for all the in-between years come what may

Who knows where the road will lead us

Only a fool would say

But if you'll let me love you

It's for sure I'm gonna love you all the way all the way

Soar like an Eagle

Horoscope that helped me this week

Commitment Means...Quote

"Commitment means staying loyal to what you said you were going to do long after the mood you said it in has left you."

~Orebela Gbenga

Adults can color also!

I got myself some crayons and a coloring book today. I need something to do that is enjoyable on a nearly primal level. I suck at drawing so no Zentangle for me. When I am having anxiety? I'm going to color in my coloring book. Mock me if you want, but it's better than  Xanax.

Temporarily removed my journal entry

I temporarily removed this weeks journal entry. After today's hypnosis I feel like a lot of my belly aching could hurt feelings more than it would help me to blog it. I may edit it and put it back online. 

   Blogging always walks a line right? Yes I want to document my growth and insights, but when the journey involves another person? Then I certainly want to protect their privacy.  It's not about the other person really, except for their position as my Mirror. 

   I'm growing and evolving at such an accelerated rate, that I do want to share what I'm learning. I'm not comfortable calling myself a role model? But perhaps I can be that to someone... That would be cool. 

   Well, dating is Not easy. At least not for me. I look forward to Never dating again. 

I guess for any of you that already read this weeks journal entry? Let's say for now that I resolved a lot of those very issues tonight, with Grace's help. Damn she's good! And I love hypnotherapy. Helps me get the hard stuff wipped into place. 

   For now, I will sign off and say that I am one lucky lady to be dating the wonderful man that has such patience for a newly awakened woman on fire. 

Yes, what She said

Who we Meet

Grasshopper- yes I am Ready LEAP

My Totem animal today is Grasshopper!!! 

  I am so ready to make the career leap! I am also Very open to taking a forward leap iny relationship. That seems to be pending with Himself.  Job first. This Woman is not waiting for life this year. Im jumping ahead at lightning speed. 

15 Things Women want Men to Know

http://jamesmsama.com/2014/11/05/15-things-men-need-to-learn-about-women/

Meet Magpie Paranormal

Samhain 2014

Quote to grow with

"It's not what takes you down that defines you,
 it's how you get back up" Henry Rollins

I Burn - lyrics by The Toadies

Driftin' upward

Gently lifting

Lazy on the wind

Rollin' over

Turnin' slowly

Beginning and the end

Fire is bright

Fire is clean

Never so alive

Smoke is freedom

Flame is mercy

I am free tonight

And I burn

I burn

Stoke the embers

Cleanse the spirit

A prayer in every spark

Feel the lick of

Bad religion

The finish and the start

In the beginning

We were smarter

'n flame was heaven-sent

Through the ages

We got stupid

Now we must repent

And I burn

I burn

Save the ashes

For reminders

Stony things remain

Tooth and bone

unimpressive

I have left these things

Because fire is bright

Fire is clean

efficient and divine

Tooth and bone

Charms and dolls

I am free tonight

I BURN

THE AIR

YOU BREATHE

I BURN

THE AIR

YOU BREATHE

I BURN

THE AIR

YOU BREATHE

I burn

I burn

I burn

I burn

Love Poem to the Moon

Moon moon

To be in tune 

with you my love 

with you my love

Shine, shine 

to be mine

Bright my love

Bright my love

Light my path

For where to tread

Light my love

Light my love

Forever there

In the night

Remember my love

Remember my love

Whether New or Full

You guide my heart

Tonight my love

Tonight my love

Anäis Nin Quote

"I'm restless. Things are calling me away. My hair is being pulled by the stars again." Anäis Nin

Within just a hundred steps.

I'm walking around still on Race street. I'm kinda freaking out, but in a good way. Synchronisity is leading me on a treasure hunt today. I stopped at the Castle Marnie, mini library, and thought what the heck? I'll see if a book jumps out at me. This one did. 

Synchronisity full on

Ok, so I wrote a new chapter for my book this morning. I started to take a walk and the first house I come to is called the Lighthouse Creative Writing Workshops. I went inside and picked up an armful of brochures and info. Now I'm standing outside kind of freaking on the Synchronisity. At some point my brain should catch up. Wow!