Journal Entry - Living Life to Love

My life is really intense this year, but I don't know that I would have it any other way. I'm certainly never bored. I struggle, I laugh, I connect with people like I have never connected before. I yearn for deeper connections, thus I work on my shit. I go to hypnotherapy. I go for Jin Shin Jyutsu. I read self help books. I go to spiritual retreats. I spend a lot of time alone outside. (never really alone). I yearn to tell people how much I love them. I do get to do that some, but not with everyone that I want, as not all of my peeps are comfortable receiving statements of love. I have been receiving more love and compassion this year. I am very open to that now. It helps sooth the pain I regularly experience with my openness to vulnerability. I do look forward to a lot of this extreme emotional stuff to simmer down. It may when I get stronger. Which I am. I am learning to trust others to help me through life. tis so much more rewarding to hurdle this stuff with the support of my tribe. I am willing to learn and take these hits for the team. Healing for me helps heal for all. I love therefore I am loved. Its amazing.