The Aspen Grove

This is a place for me to post my journal writings, poems and artwork. This is a place for me to share my path with other cyber warriors and healers. I also post beautiful images that come to me and resonate with the Aspen Grove.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Thought and My Voice

Thought and My Voice

Static constant stream
Deep damned pooled
Needing to spill
Geyser eruption flare

Human ego need
Speak repeat shout
Tantrum stomp cry
Sulk pout retreat

Quiet hum whisper
Murmur voice sing
Shiver sway dance
Remember you are never alone.


Aspen Karen Fischer 12/22/09

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

The Ascent by Frank Owen

The Ascent

O Travelers of the Way,
when you begin the ascent
you see everything
that you saw
on the way down
but with a knowing heart.

The hardened armor
you cast off
in the deep chasm below
has left you
with a bold softness.

The world thirsts for this.

As you rise
on the faithful coil,
bringing you back
into the mesh of your life,
your slivered rawness
is polished into tenderness.

Split open
by the Great Silence,
you are given eyes
of a mountain spirit.

A mountain spirit
on the move.

Then
there is nothing left
to become.

The aspirations you held,
that rule most,
have died
beneath
the cracking branches
of the old self.

You are something else now.

A river
opening out
into the sea.
A son or daughter of the moment.
Your truest form.
Home...everywhere.
It is then
that your new eyes
tell you...

Ignorance
eventually
folds in
on itself.

Evil
is really just a crying child
throwing yet another tantrum.

Good
always gets better
for those who tend it.
____________________________
from al-Kimia: Two Thousand Days Along the Way
(c) 2008 - 2009 / Frank Owen
http://nekyia-the-ascent.blogspot.com/

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Thursday, December 03, 2009

Keirsey Character Survey - My results are Counselor:INFJ

Keirsey Character Survey - My results are Counselor:INFJ
http://www.keirsey.com/



Some years ago I took an online temperment survey by Keirsey. This survey validated much of how I percieved myself. Below are those results. I may take the survey again sometime soon to see if these resuls still ring true.

Portrait of the Counselor (iNFj)

Copyrighted © 1996-9 Prometheus Nemesis Book Company.


The Counselor Idealists are abstract thought and speech, cooperative in reaching their goals, and
directive and introverted in their interpersonal roles. Counselors focus on human potentials, think in
terms of ethical values, and come easily to decisions. The small number of this type (little more than 2
percent) is regrettable, since Counselors have an unusually strong desire to contribute to the welfare of
others and genuinely enjoy helping their companions. Although Counsleors tend to be private, sensitive
people, and are not generally visible leaders, they nevertheless work quite intensely with those close to
them, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes with their families, friends, and colleagues.
This type has great depth of personality; they are themselves complicated, and can understand and deal
with complex issues and people.

Counselors can be hard to get to know. They have an unusually rich inner life, but they are reserved
and tend not to share their reactions except with those they trust. With their loved ones, certainly,
Counselors are not reluctant to express their feelings, their face lighting up with the positive emotions,
but darkening like a thunderhead with the negative. Indeed, because of their strong ability to take into
themselves the feelings of others, Counselors can be hurt rather easily by those around them, which,
perhaps, is one reason why they tend to be private people, mutely withdrawing from human contact. At
the same time, friends who have known an Counselor for years may find sides emerging which come as
a surprise. Not that they are inconsistent; Counselors value their integrity a great deal, but they have
intricately woven, mysterious personalities which sometimes puzzle even them.

Counselors have strong empathic abilities and can become aware of another's emotions or
intentions-good or evil-even before that person is conscious of them. This "mind-reading" can take the
form of feeling the hidden distress or illnesses of others to an extent which is difficult for other types to
comprehend. Even Counselors can seldom tell how they came to penetrate others' feelings so keenly.
Furthermore, the Counselor is most likely of all the types to demonstrate an ability to understand
psychic phenomena and to have visions of human events, past, present, or future. What is known as ESP
may well be exceptional intuitive ability-in both its forms, projection and introjection. Such
supernormal intuition is found frequently in the Counselor, and can extend to people, things, and often
events, taking the form of visions, episodes of foreknowledge, premonitions, auditory and visual
images of things to come, as well as uncanny communications with certain individuals at a distance.

Mohandas Gandhi and Eleanor Roosevelt are examples of the Counselor Idealist (INFJ).

Full descriptions of the Counselor and the Idealists are in Please Understand Me or Please Understand Me II

http://www.keirsey.com/

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Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Bite of the Wind

Bite of the Wind

The icy wind strips away
Concept of self.
Russian Olive leaves
Burst into the sky
And swirl above
Like butterflys on wing
It is so cold
Yet I rejoice at the bite
At least I feel
And I recognize
The beauty of this crisp day.

12/02/09
Aspen Karen Fischer

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Fruit of Wisdom

Fruit of Wisdom

Is this like finding an ancient apple grove?
That will not share its fruit with me?
Loss without ever tasting
The Apple

Eve had Adam
Am I lilith?
Alone
With the knowledge

What good is the knowledge?
If I have no one to share it with?
It is a fruit that I have lived without
For years…

No wonder I have stopped wandering the hills
Looking for love.
I don’t want to be alone.
The wind teases me.

Is there something to Lilith being a demon of the wind?
Yet the Air of my Gemini
Is always the twin.
I yearn for my twin

The cards have simply fallen
The Hermit stands alone.
Is there not always a lantern in the image?
Waiting? Watching? Seeking?

The outgrowth of my mind
The voice that does not rest
Seems the shadow of my twin
The dark breeze that whispers
You will always be alone…

Aspen Karen Fischer
11/24/09

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